24 Feb 2020, 11:55
Alone
It's been one month. One month that I'm here, at this strange school that my family was speaking. One month that I don't have any friends. Nobody to speak, to laugh or to confess with. Yeah I know that there is a lot of people there but I'm not like them. I have the filling that I was born on an other planet when I see them. During this month, I have stay a lot in my dormitory and I try to stay at places with practically nobody here. When I was in Brooklyn I was doing my life like I wanted it to do. If I wanted to do something I do it, I doesn't care of what my father or anybody think of it. I was only doing what I want to do. I was Free.
Here I don't have the same feeling, I don't feel free, I feel like I'm in a sort of jail. This is hard for me. Now I wanna go home, I wanna be with my dad, in the USA. Even if my sister and her boyfriend with my niece and nephew are at London and they send me a letter every 3 days I feel like they are so far. They say that I will have friend and be happy here but actually I'm not happy and I don't have any friend.
Here I don't have the same feeling, I don't feel free, I feel like I'm in a sort of jail. This is hard for me. Now I wanna go home, I wanna be with my dad, in the USA. Even if my sister and her boyfriend with my niece and nephew are at London and they send me a letter every 3 days I feel like they are so far. They say that I will have friend and be happy here but actually I'm not happy and I don't have any friend.
I am Alone