Yeah, I wasn't supposed to, in the library.
But I did anyway.
I ran back to my dorm, up three stories of stairs. I ran until my legs gave out on me. No, not tearing, but upset nonetheless.
I had truly embarrassed myself, Quinn, and the pretty snapdragon girl. She seemed nice, undeserving of the confusion I had caused.
But I had now ruined every chance of a friendship. This was just like it had been with Amaya. The blame was always on me. And for good reason.
As I bolted up the stairs, it almost made me want to scream. Why was I here anyway? In this castle? I didn't deserve it. I wasn't a pure-blood. Come to think of it, was I even a wizard? I had never cast a spell before. All I read was muggle fiction. My friends saw it, my teachers probably did too.
I didn't get homework done, I messed up friendships, and I got in everybody's way. What was I to do?
Simply to remove me from the surroundings of everyone else. They didn't deserve the burden that I brought upon them. I was wrecking their lives.
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